i was i was a hard kunt :) and i wish i drove fast cars, shot fuckers in for messing with my homies and made money making bets. then i could cover up all my emotions by getting angry and being cool. i wish i didn't have to feel simply just love, heartache, happiness and the simple emotions. i wish i could feel poverty(lmao), pain, distruction, revenge and the emotions that acutally make you strive to be a stronger person.

i wish i felt bloodshed, saw the people around me die, lived life on the edge, all that and without a care about how i was portrayed and the risks i'd take everyday.

i wish life was easy and love didn't hurt. i wish friends lasted forever and i had a diamond for each friend that acutally meant something to me. i wish people would try and understand.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKK i wish i could play mind games.