sometimes i think people only apologize so they can hear the other person say "its okay" and feel better about themselves.

it's weird, i think right now's suppose to be the moment where i'm like omg *cries* boo hoo but i'm not. i'm quite breezy? i guess thats a word you could use to define how i feel this moment. i know i have a million more things to tell you, thats why it simply sucks that i can't. boo!

its also quite weird that just as we hung up, this thought, this epiphany just ran through my head. i've always wondered why i liked you? and i've never found the answer but could this be the day? maybe its because everytime i think your've gone or everytime i'm either upset or angry at you - you pop up out of the blue and just happen to make me smile again. you have a way of being spontaneous.

i was in the car when a friend of a friend was talking about her ex and she said to him, "look no matter what happens in our lives, if one day we're truly meant to be together.. we'll be together" though i'm not the most optimistic person in the world, this one quote really stuck on me. i guess its like that with you, even though the moments gone.. there'll hopefully be time and places to create new ones. right? RIGHT!