There's this essence of.. emptiness.
I want to feel something, i want to scream, yell, cry, breakdown but i can't.
I wish whatever it is i'm suppose feel would just break itself out from its cage, from me and envelop this calm quite peculiar being.

I don't know whether i want you to exist or not.
I don't understand, i don't want to understand.
I'm fine believing crazy antics and rumors.