theres this thought i have in my head,
every night before i go to sleep.
this want.

to be away from this place, these people.
in my head, every night.
i'd wish i was in new york.
the city that never sleeps.
i'd surrender myself to the bright lights, millions of people, cheeseburger cheesy macs.
i'd escape.
change, morph into the person i want to be.
the person i feel like i need to be.

one day,
one day i will wake up in that city.