trust your instincts they say, i can do that. but how i do trust you?

There you go living life, being hypocritical. Wondering what people really think of you and assuming everything. Doing things only you could explain, and laughing at things that everyone just shrugs off. Falling for some boy and realising that maybe you'll never have him. Writing sonnets and poems about philosophy and not knowing if your right. Losing yourself in your own world and drawing pictures of how you really want life to be. Crying because you feel hopeless and everyone else is happy. Bruising your ego because everyone makes judgments about you, you don’t like. Looking at beautiful pictures and wishing you were there. Trying to live pass school and conquer your dreams. Realising that there are only two people in the world that really understand you, kind of.

2007. acertainromance.

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i get sad sometimes because it seems like i care about you more then you care about me and it's just not fair but i don't feel like spelling it out to you because if you can't see it for yourself, then i'd rather be oblivious to it too.

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The wise words from a wise girl. Well A to be exact. My lovely A.
Be warm :)
Which is what i will be, none of this bitter stuff.

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MY HAIR. OMG MY HAIR@!
It's definitely lighter. It's basically a mixture of these two photos. Maybe more orange?
I really can't tell at the moment. But i'm pretty much nearly at blonde.


I think i'll leave it for a while and change it as soon as i get sick of it.
I've done enough to it for now.