i read through our old conversations and messages just then and realised i missed you. i miss your stupid jokes, the way you smelt and just you being around. i don't regret anything i guess. although i have to admit after i ended what we had, i still kinda wanted you too make it work, to tell me that you didn't want this to end. you didn't.
i never really thought about why we never worked out because i always assumed the answer was right in front of us. though now, i've come to realise that it may not have been. it was her.
dear askfjsdlkghskd,
your the reason, we never worked.
your a fucken dumb bitch. you should've just let him go.
but no, you had to fucking hold on. you ruined everything.
i'm blaming you because when i come to realise it, it was you.
i hate you so much.
love from lisa.
xx
actually you know, it may have been our(mine & his) fault as much as it was hers but whatever.
